i miss my sister. a lot. she is beautiful and crazy and she has always time for everyone. from saving a small bug from fire to time to visit grandparents. she has really long hair and she colors her eyebrows electric blue or green. she likes flying dresses and expencive underwear. she wears crazy colors together and hippy clothes. and sometimes a flying dress and then everyone is amazed. but they are anyways: when she opens her hair, or when she comes with a cake she has baked and you thought there is no time, or when her eyebrows are colored green. she likes animals, but mostly dogs and now she has a dog of her own - loki. loki is small and crazy and does not like to listen what people tell her, but go and find some trouble. she likes taking photos, but she does not do it so often, but when she does, they are great. she makes her kind of crazy art and has a good eye for interior design and small thingies. she has traveled around europe and seen a lot of different people, places and made many friends. sometimes this planet seems just to be too small for her. she is everything to me. within time we have grown into two different persons and somehow gone further from eachother, jet got closer too, as the fact that we are always fysically so far makes us linger for being close inside. ive wondered sometimes why we havent took a road together somewhere, but it seems that we have to walk our own ways before to walk any together. she is on the other side of the world now and i dont know for how long, seems that for quite long. i think how different she is when we see again and where we see again, maybe i will meet her aswell on the other side of the world? for the first time it is scary to think that someone so dear is so far.

when was the last time you told to the people you care about that you love them?